im only going to stay in this position for as long as my laptop will allow.
unless i decide to move before then. cuz sometimes this baby holds out for 2hours.
anyway.
bleh. im dying random parts of my hair right now. platinum blonde. ive had it in for about an hour and a half. i hope it continues to get lighter the longer i have it in cuz right now its looking a little yellowy; i want it white. white white. if i could die it "white", id do it. ill prolly have to rebleach it again for it to be satisfactory.
[hahaaaa my room is going to reek!
(is that how u spell 'reek'?)]
anyway! yes, then im dying the rest of my hair burgundy. i figured id bleach it first so that i didnt have to battle with accidently bleaching parts of my newly dyed hair. but maybe i should have? cuz maybe itda looked cool, like itda had a few pink parts in it or somethin...eh idk.
i just hope the burgundy is like dark purple again. i bought the same hairdye that did that when i was pregnant. ima leave it in xtra xtra long just in case.
doing that shit tomorro. only reason im still up is cuz i want to finish these damn streaks. i have to get up to go to my drs appt at 10. which means ill have to get up at 9 atleast. odds are ill be awake before then and wont sleep from then on. but just in case, i set an alarm for the morning.
damn i feel like i have a rib out of place on my side! wow. this shit hurts...!!
ah fuck. does anybody else sometimes just open the diaryland box, and start just thinking? i mean, like u just get on diaryland, check ur buddylist and notes, then click "add an entry" and just start typin about whatever? haha i do that. and sometimes i end up writing about the dumbest shit.
its cool tho, ive written quite a bit in the past 17minutes. how much that matters? not too much. prolly not anything at all.
god i had the hardest time typing that paragraph.
i have this rap song in my head...'get silly'? or whatever. they say those two words a shit ton, so thats what ima call it. anyway, its like "the fellas in the back, and they twistin up a phillie". hehe.
oh and i love 'lollipop'. actually i fucking love lil wayne in general. idk why! maybes its cuz hes from texas. is he from texas?
damn idk.
buttt. i added that song, 'party like a rockstar', and 'air force ones' to my music playlist.
I FUCKING LOVE 'PARTY LIKE A ROCKSTAR'. remix. it has guitar. but yea. fucking song represents a small portion of my life, and i love it.
lil wayne has written a shitfuckton of songs.
haha oh man. i have to admit...this isnt how i planned to be living my life. or atleast how a person of my being should be living.
its supposed to be swirls of 6am nights, so many drugs you can't remember what u took or how much, flashing lights in pitch blackness.
kinda like...that summer.
cept more elaborate, and even crazier.
but that was prolly enough crazy for then.
holy shit. was that LAST summer?
oh it was. goddamnnn.
jeez. i wonder if anybody would want to read a book about my life?
the past year of time would make a damn thick book.
I LOVE IT!
not that all of it is good, but iat still makes for a interesting story.
so enough of these sour cream and onion chips!
i fucking need to go to sleep.
sigh. i miss my friends.
so so so much.
the baby is making his baby noises. i guess ill go feed him and then figure out what to do with my hair.
haaaa, right on time with the computer battery!
heh.
1:27 am - 06.30.08
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