ive got a lot to say, but not much that i should.
ive realized a little bit about myself. it was weird how i came to aquiring this knowledge, but all the same it was a good thing.
i keep seeing all these pictures and becoming more and more depressed that i cant live that way.
so much for carefree.
that shits out the window a million miles back.
i like the friends i have right now. they may be younger and a bit flakey, but theyre cool and i like em. bring out my wild side.
phillip telling me i dont need to get a job made me realize that i can live for myself again, and thus im dying my hair the way i want it.
or sorta the way i want it. cant seem to find any permanent rainbow colors nowadays.
its in transition. the yellow part is supposed to be as platinum as blonde can get, and the brown is supposed to be burgundy.
obviously ive got some work to do.
butttt
i cant wait for it. its gonna look SO cool.
i sorta almost kinda very much love the fact that my world is getting older. every single girl ive ever been threatened by or been jealous/envious of...is either fat, ugly, or fat AND ugly.
which is great for me, cuz im fat...but not too fat. im actually just normal thick texas girl. either way, i could weigh 30 more pounds and still look better than all them.
ah, this new found confidence...
sigh. i really need to be getting to bed now.
im getting tired of the condescending statements a certain person...about everything in my life.
how about.......i shut up now.
i do what i want.
2:34 am - 07.02.08
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