all these things i hate revolve around me...
my whole life is in ruins right now. i cant believe kharma is still getting me. i knew i did alot of bad...but.
if this was a few years earlier, id not be able to overcome this. this is my hardest lesson yet.
my heart has been stolen. and all i wanna do is blame you for everything. for the shit that im going thru, for the shit thats been, for the entire downward spiral that was my life the past 5years.
but its been nothing but me allowing these things to happen....been nothing but me, no matter if you were a factor in everything. just me, in charge of my life.
why is it the people conscious of good and bad always get the full blast of kharma?
im driving myself insane.
why cant i just get a clue?
WHERE is this clue to get?
kill.
smile.
cut it out for me,
cut it
cut it
cut it out...!!!
10:07 am - 02.11.11
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06.30.16//digression of glitter, shiny, and sparkle!
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