ima try to write this as fast as i can
cuz my babys crying!
(hes always crying if hes not in my arms...aww)
ok well i guess ill settle for him being in my lap as i type this. hes so tiny...oh gossshhh.
ok so i went in on sunday to get induced. well turns out while i was there i started having contractions. so i didnt ever have to be induced, he was coming that day anyway whether they forced him or not. :]
well i was technically in labor from about 6pm sunday til noon-ish on monday. the contractions were bareable til about 2am...then i got an epideral. anybody who says that theyre going to have a natural birth without "drugs" is an IDIOT. or likes immense pain. id never ever do that. i cant imagine what it wouldve felt like if i could have actually felt anything. but the birthing process was quite easy. it only took me about 15-20mins to get him out. and so i had ethan at 12:44pm. he was 5lbs 2oz. hes got the prettiest blue eyes, and brown hair the same as phillips. phillips ears, phillips eye shape, and phillips bottom lip. phillips head too. my eye color, my nose, my chin. my mom keeps telling me he looks so much like me. i think hes so much better than me. its cuz hes more half phillip. :]
anyway. we got out of the hospital yesterday around 1pm. its so cool to have him home, even tho i feel really bored cuz i cant go anywhere or do anything. but its ok. im never alone atleast. thats the good thing about him. just wish he could talk. baby babble or something other than crying or nothing at all. but hes a baby, what did i expect?
not for him to be so perfect...thats for sure. hes so goddamned perfect in every way!
i would NEVER put him in a daycare. just to clarify.
and for how much i miss him being in my belly kicking around and moving and everything...hes so soft and beautiful, id never replace him for the world.
and id replace the world for him.
anywho.
quiznos is going thru hell right now. darrell and heather and jackie(YES!!) got fired, and loveisa is in jail. that leaves stacy, brackston, and johnny. and me, but im obviously not there. they did hire mark tho, i thought that was pretty cool. hes worked there before. hes prolly only going to stay for the summer. idk when im going to go back there...sigh. prolly after phillips birthday. maybe tuesday the 3rd in june. maybe......
im kinda skinnier i guess. i havent weighed myself since i left the hospital. i havent really even thought about it. my belly has gone down, and its going down still i think. its weird, cuz its like theres a small sack of water where the baby was that just sorta hangs there. i think that just might be me stretched out. prolly. ill just lotion up and start doing crunches in a week or two. meanwhile, i feel beautiful with my huge boobs and being ethan's mom. i kno phillip adores me so thats really all that matters. he makes me feel so special...
bleh. life is pretty sweet. in a few days ive gotta take my little man to a pediatrician...and i still dont kno which one i wanna choose. i suppose ill stick with dr sabastian since that was phillips dr when he was a little one. ive never met her but if hes ok from having so many problems when he was a baby, then im down for her treating our son.
"our son". woah. COOL.
hopefully my mom comes back soon. shes sposed to be bringing me mcdonalds. yummmy chicken nuggets. mostly i just want the dr pepper tho. butttt i think she left around noon, so its been what...2 hours? to go to the doctor and get her to fill out one page, and then go to walmart and turn the papers in...yea. she should be back soon.
anyway. i gotta go pee and put on some deodorant. haha. laters.
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