this, if i cant acting the way i have and continue to be this person of these particular actions, will be my fate with him...i am sure of it.
this was my enlightenment...
"Dead as dead can be,"
in my soul, so cold and unreceiving.
My doctor tells me.
But I just can't believe him,
Ever the optimistic one,
that i used to be
I'm sure of your ability
To become my perfect enemy...
if i keep on, bringing on my horrible fate, you being the one i could lose...
"Wake up and face me,"
he would say,
"Don't play dead 'cause maybe
Someday I will walk away and say
'You disappoint me,
Maybe you're better off this way'."
if i keep on, if i keep on...
Leaning over you here
as if its set in stone i'll have you forever...even though im,
Cold and catatonic.
I catch a brief reflection
Of what you could and might have been.
hypothetically speaking, as if i continued down my wretched path of unappreciation.
It's your RIGHT and your ability
To become my perfect enemy.
as it damn well should be, if so...
"Wake up
(Why can�t you?)
And face me
(Come on now)
Don't play dead
(Don�t play dead)
'Cause maybe
(Because maybe)
Someday
(Someday)
I will walk away and say,
'You disappoint me.
Maybe you're better off this way',"
he would say, very righteously so...
"Go ahead and play dead!
(GO!)
I know that you can hear this!
(GO!)
Go ahead and play dead!
(GO!)
Why can't you turn and face me?
(WAKE UP!)
Why can't you turn against me?
(WAKE UP!)
Why can't you turn against me?
(WAKE UP!)
Why can't you turn against me?
(GO!)
You fucking disappoint me.
Passive-aggressive bullshit..."
because thats what it is.
and its unacceptable.
so...no more.
no more.
no more.
11:41 pm - 06.28.11
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