and will you tell all your friends you've got your gun to my head? this all was only wishful thinking...
♥
I CANT GET YOU OUT OF MY HEAD!
nor can i get you...
or you...grrrrr or you...
alrite, its official. i cant be a bad person and string her along. i already feel hoe-ish enough as it is without having a girlfriend.
im definitely not ready to be un-single. so...i suppose before this gets too outta hand, ill end it.
(note: lesson learned, never ask anyone out when you're really drunk.)
i guess im just not the having-a-girlfriend type. i mean...honestly i love messing with females...but...
its just not the same. i like guys. officially more than girls.
and i want to keep talking to them all without the reprocussions of hurting someone else.
(and plus, if im wanting so badly to get into his, his, or his pants...i obviously am not all that interested with what i have at my fingertips. sigh.)
oh my god. have i mentioned i havent had sex in 2monthes?!
i cant even explain to you what would happen if someone were to touch me. i cant get my mind off of it, memories and fantasies and the like, ALL DAY LONG.... my god i might have to just do it to do it...
(i am SO mad at you, i was fine without sex for a good while because what i was used to was so shitty...and then you satisfy me like ive never been...and then cut me off! im out for your blood.)
i almost ran a stop sign and hit a car the other day because i was watching this hot guy mow the grass. sigh. idontwannabethisfemale.
starbucks double-shot cans are meeean, i have to say. a kick in the arse! worse than java monsters. dont taste very good either, theres more vitamins than there is coffee forsho, and its also lacking sugar. im pretty sure its making my breath raunchyy.
tomorro is custody court. i havent talked to phillip since last tuesday. he didnt go to the parenting classes last thursday either. which was fine, i had a great time that day. i kno i prolly shouldnt be enjoying myself as much as i do...but gahd i cant help it, its been years that i wished for this opportunity, i cant believe its true...(are you really all that great? i kinda think you are. but i think others would beg to differ.)
see? i try so hard to talk about other things. but then i go right back into thinking about people again.
i should just accept this. i am a lover and these are the things that make me happy. simply.
sigh. this lover is sick of love.
9:21 am - 08.03.10
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