i think i have a problem.
i think...
i think theres a problem with my brain.
ive broken it. ive broken my heart.
so basically, ive broken myself...
i feel so dysfunctional.
damn, no. i dont feel. at all.
this...is a problem.
oh no...what the hell have i done?!
where the hell did i go!?
wait, seriously, stop! ...where the hell am i?!
and theres not even a meredith in here anymore that wants to ask...please help me?
ive destroyed so many of myselves.
oh no...
im so fucking lost.
where did i put me???
I NEED ME BACK. SHE'S TAKING OVER AND IM LOSING. please...please...
hold up. YOU did this!!!!
WHY did you make me do this?!
do you even realize...?
of course you dont.
i didnt. how could you?
this...you know NOTHING of this.
how i can look you in the eye, and hate your love, and not cry.
man.....fuck.
i am really messed up.
my mind has vanished...my conscience, dismissed.
my love is gone.
this world was in desperate need of my love.
weren't you?
(atleast i didnt cut it out, bleed it out, like i wanted to. there'd be no heart left. and then they'd all REALLY be fucked.)
ha, ha, ha...look what you've done, silly human.
you've unleashed a monster!
she was never supposed to exist....
man, you fucked up.
5:01 pm - 05.16.10
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