i cant lie....i am doing everything i can to be defiant, strong, whateverthefuckjustnotsad...
but im so....sad....
damn man.
i feel so stupid, being me, i dont want to drag shit out. not talking is the worst way to get thru a problem. i want to txt him "i love you", cuz i do. i want to be the first to say something. but i will not.
my mind is reeling and strained, my stomach is churning, im tip-toeing a steep cliff on a windy day.
i just want to cry. ill not shed a single tear for as long as i can help it...
you can feel justified in any way you like, but if this matters to you, ill be falling further and further away the longer it takes you to get it.
please, we are so much more....
passive-aggressive, passive-aggressive....
i dont wanna care about all the unnecessary rude things he said to me, or how the last thing i heard from his mouth was that i was losing.
oh, i dont see how he can point fingers at anyone with his childish debate tactics. might as well have been jumping up and down, pounding his fists, hooting.
i had important things to say. you didnt listen. now you will never kno.
by the way, i dont lose at things i actually want to win.
wait and see. you'll kno if i wanted to win or not....
slow and steady wins the race.
8:20 pm - 04.24.10
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