i wish it was saturday night already.
i could use ALOT of james.
or...atleast a little bit more. ive not texted him 10times within the past 2days so far. *sadness in my heart* i just dont want to bother him with my drama......that revolves around one pathetic person whos existence id like to see swept off into the fiery pits of hell, just to be shown what future is in store for them, then doom them to the rest of their life on earth with that to look forward to.
im a very happy little meredith, on the left side of the red line. on the other side, is a very depressed, very ENRAGED little meredith.
why you ask?
because there are some ppl. in this world. that do not kno what sort of lessons kharma will teach you. if you FUCK UP too many times. FUCKING UP is the same as FUCKING SOMEONE OVER. which you have done way more than enough of both.
sooner or later, you get burned. in three-fold mind you. and in my opinion you surely deserve seven-fold, squared.
and im pretty sure death is more leniant than torture thru this life. and there shall be no leniancy in your case.
guess whats coming.....? :]
ill be glad to hear the satisfaction you get out of this mess im soon to be in. what else could you have possibly done this for?
that, or id love to watch your squirm when your precious little plan flops.
you dont kno what type of pull i have. you really. dont. kno. who you're dealing with here. silly, silly man.
fried out your brain have ya?
didnt realize you'd slipped, did you?
didnt kno that i made it a POINT NOT to say a DAMN thing, because you were so incredibly fucking retarded, guilt was just dripping off every word you said and giving you away.
IM SMARTER THAN YOU, YOU FUCKING IDIOT!
why is it the word "fuck" puts so much more emphasis on anger?
ANYWAY.
besides all of this bullshit drama i now have of my own, everything else is fucking peachy!
james (yay subject change to him!) and i are doing great. i miss him alot. i hadnt realized i havent gone a day without seeing him in about 2weeks. haha woohoo! he's in brenham at a play competition til saturday... i hope he does really well! in my opinion they should. but who knows what kind of other acts they have to go up against.
but i wish he was here. or i was there.
so i could kiss him, hold him, and be held. im not feeling all that fantastico, and id love to get a butterfly or two in me belly.... and i miss his smile!
BAH!
i wanted to not be such a loser, and not miss him like i am. its not even that many days! sheez woman. but the thought of the time span as a whole just kills me. any time away from him does that really....i wish he could be around all the time. but bleh. i kno what comes of that....i guess i atleast want to see him everyday (for hours and hours). oh and kiss him (for hours and hours and hours!).....
alrite. ive looked at nearly every picture on his myspace...twice.
stalker status on round three!
i cant find one to put on my page....i waaanted the one of him being all cute and little in his school photo that he sent me last nite, (OMG ITS SO CUTE YOU HAVE TO FUCKING SEE!!) but he doesnt have it on his page. sigh. i like everything about him so much....
ooh, baby, i be stuck to you like glue, baby...
now im all giddy and happy as fuck. thanks for being so great james! ill be seeing you saturday...and looking forward to it every moment til then.
5:10 pm - 02.25.10
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