ok so my nite with cayce:
we got fucked up on some somas.
she told me she loved me, wanted to go out with me, i was her favorite person in the entire world and she liked me better than anybody she knows or is friends with, im her soulmate, wanted to fuck me cuz i was hott...
went to justin pegrams in blessing.
while phillip and them were smoking in the bathroom, cayce and i snuck out to hit the air can. -i knooo its stupid, this bitch is my kryptonite.-
"yall need to stop hitting the air duster."
led to
"if u hit the can, we'll both give u head."
led to....
i love my two soulmates. :]
i havent been able to find her the past 2days tho. if theyd just give her back her cellphone...
she makes me feel like her world when im with her. i want to be with her all the time.
lately...i havent been feeling so great. but i dont kno why.
i feel like theres so many things wrong, and technically there is, but not so much...and when i sit down and try to figure out what it really is, i cant...
i just dont want to feel like this anymore.
i feel like i did before, when i had no control over my emotions. like getting upset for no reason...or having way too much energy at times i dont want it, or having too little when i need it most...being irritable when things shouldnt piss me off all that much....
bi-polar?
no...its not that bad. is it?
i just wish i could figure out to feel better...and not be so stressed and so bothered and so on the edge about everything...
man. fucking christ. i cant deal with this bullshit much longer. im not kidding.
im TIRED of you trying to get in on THAT TYPE OF LIFE. im not into that, im not going to EVER be. i dont care how much of a gangster u want to be or how much u like to be around black ppl.
FUCK that bullSHIT.
trying to destress by typing a diary entry, and you call me with this shit.
i am SO sick and tired of being sick and tired...
12:39 pm - 12.13.08
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