ok, few things before i start rambling. i have to remember to say these!:
1, i looove that she refers to me as "m".
2, im robotripping! HAHA!
3, you need me to do drugs so i can keep you happy my darling. see?
4, i am so much more badasstacular than the former her that i used to worry about. i, am korn-hardcore at my hardcoriest. you are just him-hardcore at your hardcoriest. haha, i feel much better now.
uh ok. so im high....and i love this drug. dextromethorphan hydrobromide is a wonderful concoction of earthly creations.
damn, i seriously did not mean to make that sentence so huge worded...jesus.
anyway, i found out cayce is in rehab again. i wondered how she'd been able to get on the internet, and phillip told me they has computer labs and shit for the "crazies".
le sigh. how is it that i have found two ppl who are exactly alike in the worst ways possible, they drive me crazy, they are crazy, they piss me off and i hate them more than i love them, but im madly in love with them both?
the wind is blowing thru the crack in the window. damn its cold outside, and i love the fact that i cant really tell.
lumenatrix is on. again...ive been staring at that username alot lately and i dont kno why. i really like seeing onelilwitch in the recently updated diaries too. haha idk.
i really should be sleeping, its 2am and ive got to go to work at 8. i dont want to go to sleep tho! im pretty content at the moment. the only problem i have is i keep getting these sharp pains in my stomach. prolly from the fact that all my body is digesting at the moment is water and robitussin. haha bleh.
man, i thought my mind would be a little more creative than this....
i think ive somehow...become a little saner?
WHAT?
NOOOOOO!
alrite no, i dont think i have. im just not depressed and not feeling psychotic hahaha.
im not enraged either, which is good, cuz i usually am pissed about something or another now-a-days.
i told phillip i wanted to take up some sort of jamaican religion. no, not rasta persay, but like. something. not so much religion as belief? cuz ive decided i dont believe in any one religion, cuz i believe all versions of the human world in many different ppls eyes to be accurate. and plus i have my morals set already, so i just need to follow something that guides me along with what i want to do and be.
honestly i just need something to cleanse my soul and put it at peace. it feels so...needed to be taken out for a good beating. like a dirty rug.
we're talking a dirty rug that'd prolly cover the world tho, so... ya kno, where will i find a clothes line big enough to support it?
(obviously not on earth, huh)
haha wow. i think im going to leave it with that.
that. that is some wise as shit!
or something....atleast, i! think its good.
(^that is why i tell myself to stop way ahead of myself hahaha.)
1:42 am - 12.06.08
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