i sit here wondering about things i shouldnt even care about but i do somtimes i care but why who cares about anything where is this going i find myself unable to make a commitment of any kind to anything im un dissive about every thing but i know actually what i want to much to know who i am but i know to much about who i am to make a change why is every thing so difficult im constanly in a state of disspear wonding if things are gonna be what i think they are but if they are what i say then there to good for me look around to see somthing anything that one thing u know is gonna make every thing right but when does it come do i have to find it is it even real is this real are you real am i is this really going on or am i making it up as i go along i dont notie anything till i think about it so if i dont think about you are u gonna go away if i dont think about the things that make me insane will i be ok why is i and the word eye the same but have to meanings or do they why am eye so fuct
i said if you don't think of me, i promise i wont disappear
but i think i was lying...
you are someone to fall back on,
i refuse to be left alone
in that trench of despair
ever again.
8:11 am - 11.05.08
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