i am so madly in love with phillip. i just wanted to say that. its all i can think about really...i wish there was some other way to say it to him besides "i love you".
so, checkin out this girls myspace profile, i notice that her boyfriend leaving her kinda took a toll on her life. for the better or worse, i dont really kno. but now shes this crazy party party party animal. while she was dating her boyfriend, he used to have to sneak around behind her back to even smoke pot. weird how shit works like that.
so i was thinking earlier, if all of the sudden phillip like left me and i found out that all this shit was fake and that he didnt really love me and didn't wanna be with me forever ect ect....id kill him.
HAHA.
i kno thats a crazy bitch thing to say, and idk why i was thinking it let alone considering it be possible at all, but that is what i would do. i would be mortified beyond repair. of course first i would try to find out if he was telling the truth or not, and if he was really serious, yea id kill him.
that is the only reason i think i would ever kill him...or try to hurt him at all. i think anyway.
so i guess its relevant sorta. being the only reason id ever kill him...
ANYWAY.
i just figured out that i can highlight a word or words, and drag them to wherever i want to in the box and itll go right there. that is tiiiight!
i fucking miss phillip.
oh i finished my hair. idk if ive already said that in here or not. right now i cant show you what it looks like tho cuz for one its dark and two its curly. its got to be straight for the full effect.
im afraid to call my probation officer......
i guess i should be getting to sleep now. i woke up at 1:30 this afternoon so ive lived my 12+ hours for the day. baby will prolly wake up within the next two. need to get a napsiepoo in before then.
nite!
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