oh the only thing i regret in this life
is that u never knew how much u meant to me...
and i feel its much much too late to really let you kno.
ive gone alone, it took all my strength...i won't see you tonite...
it makes me sick to my stomach
cuz i think about you everyday
and i just wish i could hang out with u again...
you made me feel free
i felt like perfection in your eyes
and u never asked anything of me.
i didnt feel inadequate
i didnt feel like anything was wrong at all.
life felt right....
i dont kno.
i forgot how to explain myself.
which is also something u seem to make me do,
be speechless.
or...not speechless. cuz i definitely feel like i can talk about anything.
more like...unable to explain myself entirely.
i miss the crazy all-niter, every nites.
i miss invader zim.
i miss our psycho kitty.
i miss fucking up our systems with crazy amounts of drugs.
i miss my best friend,
i miss you most of all...
ohio is so far...
oregon is too far.
how can i tell u not to go?
how can i tell you to come back?
i just dont want to cry anymore...
you wanted a solution,
i wanted to be it...
10:28 pm - 06.10.08
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