ah. new template. took me forever to figure out how to code it to where itd work correctly. its all good tho. i hope it works on all browsers, all the codes are absolute positioned so it should. took up most of my day, and im freakin dying of boredom. bleh.
i really should archive my older entries. i havent done it in exactly a year. which shows me that ive only written a little over 100entries in the past year.
well thats obvious. ive never lived thru a crazier time in my life. didnt have much time to devote to diary entries. didnt actually have any time to devote myself to anything other than not killing other ppl, myself, or just flat out blowing up the world. so i think 128 entries is fantabulous.
anyway. im really hungry. i dont want to eat, but im so bored that i want to go get something just for the sake of going somewhere and then taking the time to eat. goooddddd i wish i had some drugs. i really dont want to drink til tomorro.
i wonder what phillip has in mind for that?
oh yesterday. was a good day. i wrote a few things on my phone so i could remember to write them down in here today when i finished all the html bs. and they are:
i like that you said i had pretty hair.
i loved what happened inside your pants when i sat on top of you.
i loved that when i kissed you down your neck you said it made the hairs on your leg stand up.
i like that we played rock paper scissors to see whos gonna go and put the binky back in the babys mouth.
tehe. i remember the first time he ever kissed me down the side of my neck. we were sitting in his car on phoenix street across from my house, with megan shine passed out in the backseat, waiting for aaron to call us. and i had the same exact reaction. i thought the left half of my body was going to blow up, it was so intense. id never felt anything like that in my life. oh thats when i became addicted...
damn. i think im going to go to quiznos and get a sandwhich. i wish it was closer to my house, cuz i hate driving all the way over there. but i cant think of anything else id want to eat besides victorias...and actually, now that im thinking about it, i think ill go get that instead. damn im so bored...i should not eat out of boredom. i shouldnt even eat, im still trying to lose this gross baby weight. my skinny jeans are getting a little closer to where they belong, but still not able to be worn, and nowhere near as wonderfully lose as they were once. oh well. ive got to remember that its only been a little less than a month, what did i expect?
well...i didnt really expect anything, more like wish for it.
yet again, wish i had drugs. i should be able to find them if i try hard enough...but idk. i still dont think phillip understands that ness of me. i dont always have to be high. i just like to be, and i like to do the things that get me high, cuz its something to do. i like drugs. thats just me. he maybe shouldve caught onto that sooner...but i guess when ure not into drugs they can seem kinda stupid. i wouldnt kno since im into them.
anyway. ima go to victorias, and fight my extreme urge to roll a fatass blunt and smoke it all myself. not a big fan of pot these days...dont like the down high much anymore. but damn id like to...i love to smoke.
bleh.
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